school-ed as usual, thn went rulang pri for match, saw nigel khoo. thn i played 3rd quarter, didn't play wel, maybe because of nerves. i hate myself, & there's smth suspicious abt th team, maybe captain told thm nt to bother abt me anymore, maybe, i'm not worthy to be yr friends, i thought i had real friends, but i guess i don't. but, we won anw. no mood to do anything right now,